I would like to thank everyone that offered to make this trip possible for me. It's amazing that I have people out there to offer so much assistance. I am humbled.
The offers touched me in a way that I have never experienced before.
Unfortunately I can't make it.
I can't miss work.
If I do I can' pay bills.
My life is at a turnpass that makes many things impossible.
I will relate the whole story when I feel it's over.
My life has become extremely difficult and I have to be very careful of my finances.
Sorry brothers, but I have no control over much.